考研心路:從頭再來
[摘要] 回到北京不久,在自習室學習的久違而又熟悉的寂寞中,在過去和現在的情感模糊而又真實的波動中,在曾經是主人而如今是過客的感慨與失落中,在對未來的迷茫與不安中,深夜一次次等待收音機中劉歡《從頭再來》的響起。某天夜里,忽然就拿筆寫下了這些。

回到北京不久,在自習室學習的久違而又熟悉的寂寞中,在過去和現在的情感模糊而又真實的波動中,在曾經是主人而如今是過客的感慨與失落中,在對未來的迷茫與不安中,深夜一次次等待收音機中劉歡《從頭再來》的響起。某天夜里,忽然就拿筆寫下了這些。
昨夜多少故事
都已經飄散在風里
一年奔波 再回故地
怎尋覓舊日影跡
明天縈繞夢里
卻不再無助的哭泣
經過風霜 學會堅強
我不怕有任何風雨
茫茫人海之中
由我奔波的影子
有苦有淚 都咽下去
夜深才面對孤寂
我只是小小砂粒
卻總想不迷失自己
窗外雖是 沉沉夜色
太陽明天還會升起
燈如海 人安在
紛繁之中尋找真愛
世事無奈 夢想還在
放下過去從頭再來
So many romances we had had
Has disappeared in the flowing wind
Tired with the long journey
I come back here
But
How can I find our past?
What will my future be?
It always haunts my dream
But I will never weep hopelessly again
For I have become firm in the past storms
And
I no longer fear any fate
Hither and thither, the throng flows
Striving for future, I am merged in the crowds
I endure anything
However painful it may be
But I fear the loneliness
When the night comes to me
I am as trivial as a grain of sand
But I want to be what I should be
Though it is all dark outside the window
The sun will always rise up with a brand-new day
In the innumerable lamps
I cannot see your face
I will have found you forever
No matter where you will be
I have to face up to the reality
Cherishing a dream in my heart
Let bygones be bygones
Restart from scratch.